My Dolls 😊😭❤

It was such a looooooong, painful journey to bring these two to life through ball-jointed dolls. And expensive as hell.

This was pure self-indulgence. But I needed this and I always dreamed of having my OTP / OCs as dolls.

Examples of my troubles include:

Buying several pairs of eyes for each to try out which ones look most like my characters, getting a person to paint her face to resin-match her body, getting her head custom-made by three different people in three different steps (e.g. 3D model to 3D print to faceup painting), putting on their anti-stain clothing, dying his wig (I failed twice with two other wigs before I got the color right) because I couldn’t find a wig that color for a good price anywhere… And then having a mini panic moment when I was trying to put his hands on all by myself while using my foot and a clean cloth to hold him in place… putting on his pants…. the list goes on.

I can’t believe I made it to the end with these two. lol

I still need to dress her in black and replace her wig with a black one (she came with a dark brown wig).

I think the dolls represent their late teens / early 20s how they would look.

I have no words. I have no words. I’m just happy.

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My writing (original fiction) ao3 link Chapter 4

Here is Chapter 4 of my original fiction samples that I was putting on Ao3 in 2nd draft. (there’s no sexual stuff at this stage in the story, but it’s about the early stages of their friendship)

Chapter 4: Thinning Ice

Description:

Syden joins Kate and Cela for an outing in the town then takes them somewhere special.

NSFW scenes of my OCs (cousin/cousin) ao3

I wrote a NSFW scene of my OCs (cousins), separate from the SFW stuff. (image of my Sims version of them xD). This is a really simple scene cause I’m still learning how to write this type of scene…

My writing (original fiction) ao3 link Chapter 3

This chapter is in Cela’s point of view.

Lone Warrior (Chapter 3).

Cela and Syden have not interacted much up to this point, but they will begin to interact more in the next chapter. This is just how their arc goes. They don’t interact much for the first 2 months that she is at their house, mostly because of him and his internal issues, and the first 3 chapters are showing that. It’s supposed to make more sense later in context of the larger story.

Also, I know these chapters are very long. I am writing them that way on purpose since I am only going to put up a limited amount of full chapters on here and therefore these details are to give context. If I were to make this a longer story, I would redistribute some of the exposition into other chapters so that these would be smaller, without dropping the important stuff overall (just moving some segments into other chapters instead).

My writing (original fiction) ao3 link Chapter 2

There is no sexual content in any of these chapters. I may make separate pieces with sexual content since their story doesn’t have it until a certain time in their relationship arc and I’m only sharing 5 chapters.

Two Lives (Chapter 2)

My writing (original fiction) ao3 link Chapter 1

Sharing a little piece I wrote: https://archiveofourown.org/works/48587251 If you like fantasy stories that have consensual incest/teen romance and good girl/evil guy pairings, pls check it out. They’re a first cousin/cousin pair. I may post other pieces later.

Please Stop Assuming That All Writers of Incest Want to Write Jaime & Cersei.

This post is not for any anti. It’s for those who may be capable of growth and sensitivity, who are curious to listen to the side that is often silenced in the discourse around this topic: that is, the topic of writing or shipping consensual incest.

So far, I’ve had a few experiences in which I had mentioned to a friend outside the shipping community that this was a topic I intend to explore in my own writing. I usually chose very carefully who to open up to and generally had neutral reactions. But the two that kind of bothered me, even if they weren’t delivered in a harsh way, was the immediate association that was made with Cersei and Jaime from Game of Thrones.

So I wanted to write this post to express my feelings about this reference which actually makes no sense to me at all, coming from the perspective I come from.

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Albert/Victoria – Love Story Fanvideo

I am happy to present my first fan video for Albert/Victoria! Finally.

In my edit there are a few points that are different from the original series:

  1. The only criticism I had about this show was that there was not enough build-up toward their relationship. So I had to create build-up by rearranging the clips to make their courtship look longer than it actually was in the show.
  2. In the show, it is actually Victoria who proposes to Albert.
  3. Victoria’s father had passed away so he is not actually in the picture, so I had to refer to Lord M as her “daddy” because he is the closest thing to a father figure she has. xD And it was kind of funny because Albert wanted his approval on some level. So it kind of does fit.

I had a lot of fun playing with these clips. This video was easy to make because the storyline really lent itself to the song as it was already in some ways like Romeo and Juliet. I mean the Feel of it, it has that fairy-tale young love feel. I bet the creators wrote it that way on purpose.

I used only Season 1 clips for this idea since it is about the early part of their relationship. If and when I make more videos for them, I will be using clips from other seasons too.

I had decided before that I will put my first 2 Albert/Victoria videos in my main YouTube (SorcererRain), and any other consang-related fanvideos I make beyond that will go in the new one (Rainbowamory).

Thank you for watching ! ~

Duke Leto and the Lady Jessica from Dune…

I finally finished reading the first book of the Dune series because I wanted to read it before seeing the film that’s coming out soon. I had a comment to make about two of the characters that may be relevant here. 

*spoilers below*

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